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| Thursday, December 24th, 2009 | | 2:02 am |
Writer's Block: New lease on life
I died. I was 12, trachea collapsed. No breathing for at least 10 min No heart for 1-5 min. They revived me- thanks! Everything since has been gravy IMHO | | Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009 | | 9:16 pm |
A Methodist Minister supports my autistic kid- boy is my anti Xian face red...:)
Happy Holidays During this holiday season may we take this time to reflect on those who have severe autism and need the most support. Rev. Kristin Ellison-Oslin wrote this heartfelt inspiration of a email about my family. It was originally addressed to the King County Executive but could be addressed to anyone who has the fate of severely autistic people in their hands. You have her permission (and mine) to cross post or forward this to others. Blessings, Rebecca Denny and Forrest Sargent ________________________________________ ________________________ By Rev. Kristin Ellison-Oslin: I am an United Methodist minister and was assigned to Seattle First United Methodist Church at the time when your intervention was so right, balanced and beautifully timed. I pray that you will be that sort of statesman again in this difficult time for services for people with disabling conditions. Parents and advocates are set to oppose one another for pieces of a limited pie in a false dichotomy. Our weakest and most vulnerable citizens need a continuum of care that addresses every level of need. At First Church our ministry to homeless people was a lesson in failed community-based care for the mentally ill. The same people who made unfulfilled promises of intensive community based care are making them again. Experience teaches us that once service systems are eliminated (and we are talking about a whole system that includes medical, psychological, speech and occupational therapeutic and intervention teams that relieve nearly all criminal justice calls) as well as personal care, recreation and even spiritual consolation to people with profoundly disabling conditions, those services are lost. Ms. Sargent's distress is real. I have worked with autism in Seattle classrooms and family homes. These parents are due awe and respect for what they contend with 24/7. Many bear many kinds of scars for their love and persistent care. Have compassion on these beleaguered citizens. Come tour Fircrest and see what a 5-star nursing facility is like. See the potential for this to be a center for DD services for a broad community, actually making it possible for more people to remain in their family homes longer. Just as the International District is the cultural center for a far flung community, Fircrest has every resource, including a brain trust that trains the most successful community staff, to become as significant for King County's DD community. This was envisioned by framers of our state constitution. An economy of efficiency will emerge and it is not only just, but commendable, excellent and worthy of praise. (cf. Philippians 4:8) The situation Ms. Sargent describes (the threat of closure of Fircrest) is not unique and it is a barbaric way to treat those whom Christ would call the "least of these". Thank you for your consideration and please call (206)784-2942 if I can be of service. Rev. Kristin Ellison-Oslin The Ellison-Oslins "In a real sense all life is interrelated. All [people] are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny." - - - Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. | | 5:00 pm |
A REINTERPRETATION OF THE POWER WORDS IN LIBER SAMECH
I have been busy... A REINTERPRETATION OF THE POWER WORDS IN LIBER SAMECH (Theurgia Goetia Summa
Congressus Cum Daemone Sub Figura DCCC) By Aion 131 The original ritual Liber Samech
and commentary by To Mega Therion can be found at: http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/lib800.htmWhat follows is a reinterpretation of the meaning of the ‘barbarous words’ or power words that form the core of this ritual. Only the power words are listed, the rest of the text has been removed. It is suggested that the original be consulted first, see the link above. No great authority is claimed for this ‘translation’ of these power words. I am guided by knowledge and experience of QBLH, various magicks and the hand and laughter of my Guardian Spirit. Also, I have been using this ritual, off and on, for some 35 years. This article was begun in the late 1980s and was put on ‘pause’ as I wrote YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL AND YOU, which contains a form of this ritual and explains an approach to the ‘knowledge and conversation of the holy guardian angel’. Crowley (and I) have used Liber Samech to help accomplish this, thus my fascination and interest in it. Now, I have suddenly found this unfinished article and have been pushed to finish it! So it is done. Have fun. -Aion- Winter Solstice 2009 +++ A REINTERPRETATION OF THE POWER WORDS IN LIBER SAMECH THE INTRO: ASAR UN-NEFER ("Myself made Perfect”) – By the God of Light arisen! IA-BESZ ("the Truth in Matter").- By the Animal-God of the Primal Shadows! IA-APOPHRASZ ("the Truth in Motion").- So it begins, the Eruption, the Overturning, The Renewal of Chaos! PTAH - APO - PHRASZ - RA : Sunrise of the New Creation over the Primal Waters! Let it Begin NOW! AIR AR: Spirit of the Sun! ThIAF: Lust of Lion Serpent Sun Self! RhEIBET: Sun, Seed, Star Seed Serpent Seed ! A-Thele-Ber-SET: Star Child of Babalon-Maat, Star Child of Heru Ra Ha: SET! A: Pleroma! BELATHA: Double-Wanded whirlwind dancer! ABEU: Child become Wo/Man become manifest! EBEU: Star become Wo/Man become manifest! PhI-THETA-SOE: Erupt Star Seed! Fire of Universal Union! Angel/Daimon; Star! IB: Hidden Gnosis! ThIAF: Lust of Lion Serpent Sun Self! FIRE AR-O-GO-GO-RU-ABRAO: Spirit of the Sun! Open Eye! Awaken! leap forth O Hidden God! MUDARIO: Transmute Yin & Yang to conscious Star Seed! PhALARThAO: Purge all dross, Balance the Lust of the Spirit of the Goat! OOO: Pan, Pan, Pan! Make Manifest! AEPE: Pillar of Star Fire! Arise! WATER RUABRAIAF : Sun of My Self, Hidden Nu Magick, Lion Serpent Sun Self! MRIDOM : Sun seed of Amenta, Eye of the Abyss! BABALON-BAL-BIN-ABAFT : Born from Babalon in Balance, Reborn Seed of Spirit Enthroned in Spirit! ASAL-ON-AI : Solve et Coagula! Sun Beyond Sun! Egg of Life Hatching! APhEN-IAF : Explosion of ecstasy of the Shimmering Silver Star- the Lion Serpent Sun Self Manifest! I : Axis of All! PhOTETh : Eternal Beast and Infinite Bride, conjoin here/now! ABRASAX: Source of Gnosis! Secret Hidden Lion Serpent God! AEOOU : From the whirling storm, the cascade of light descends from the Open Eye of This Star! ISChURE : Self born of Self, Sun behind the sun, unfold as the World-Lotus, emerging from the Limitless Waters! EARTH MA : Honor to you Great Mother! BARRAIO : Hidden fires of the Mother Earth, awaken and gather! IOEL : By By Cosmic Hand and Atmos[pheric Eye, the Worldmind awakes! KOThA : Whirling energy of Pan/Chaos, arise O Dragon! AThOR-e-BAL-O: Great Mother of Light, Great Goddess of All-Life make it so! ABRAFT: Manifest O Magick of Light and Life and Healing! SPIRIT/BEGINNING: AFT : Spirit pervading Heaven and Earth! ABAFT : Manifest the Magick of the Stars and Space and Silence BAS-AUMGN: Nameless One – Utter the Word that is Not! ISAK : From still void, spin the Wheel of Alchemy! SA-BA-FT! : Male/Female/ONE! Gnosis be-COME! SPIRIT: IEOU: O Four Elements Unite!: Become One- Become NONE PUR : Shock, Gnosis, Illumination! IOU : Hand and Eye join- All is NOT- Aught PUR : Again, spiraling upward: Shock, Gnosis, Illumination! IAFTh : Manifest O Lion Serpent Sun Self Shakti! IAEO : The making Whole, the healing of LoveWill! IOOU : Eyes of SunMoonCenter, open and purify! ABRASAX : : Source of Gnosis! Secret Hidden Lion Serpent God! SABRIAM : Leap from Cauldron- Womb of Art, Sacred rebirth! OO : Pan! The Primal One!- the Nameless! FF : Embrace Gnosis, Become the Gnosis! AD-ON-A-I : Become Hidden God of Creation, Self beyond Self; Eternal and One; beyond All. EDE : The Gate of Silver Star is open here now! EDU : Magick empowers the World; the power of the Silver Star! ANGELOS TON ThEON : It is Sealed by the Fiery Angel of this New Aeon! ANLALA : By Pan and Nu, Ling and Yoni, the Endless and the Primal! LAI : Now- this One is a Star within NUIT! GAIA : Great Earth Mother, Manifest this awakening! AEPE : Nothing is as it was, all is Change! The Phoenix arises! DIATHARNA THORON : By Moon God/dess and Sun God/dess and Earth God/dess Conjoined- Heiros Gamos! END: IAF:SABAF : O Lion Serpent Sun Self! We are One, We are None: We are ALL! It is done.  | | Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009 | | 8:45 pm |
Netflix Madness InsanityOMeter 2009
This is like maybe 10-12 months of our netflix consumption- even arguing that some items (Madagasgar2) are for our son, it is still a very fucked up Rorsarch Blot test of our household psyche...hm The * are ones I recommend :) 131 Twilight The Crypt* Ghost Month* Transformers Death of a Ghost Hunter* Hell House: The Book of Samiel Encounters at the End of the World* Star Trek* Battle for Terra* Bruno* (seriously FUed) Yes Man RocknRolla Earthsea Beverly Hills Chihuahua Devils of Darkness Horton Hears a Who!* Resident Evil: Degeneration The Mist Land of the Lost The Book of the Dead 2012: Doomsday- this is a HYSTERICAL Xian movie- I had no idea...* Dark Portals: The Chronicles of Vidocq^ - cool steampunk (Thanks Erynn) Drag Me to Hell* !! Race to Witch Mountain Monsters vs. Aliens* Mirrors* surprisingly creepy BloodRayne Sands of Oblivion* fun! Inkheart Crank 2: High Voltage The Church Patti Smith: Dream of Life* I love you Patty Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves* Silent- cool The Messengers The Draughtsman's Contract The Fall* City of Ember Australia The Soloist Waltz with Bashir* wild Paprika* Anime of the decade!!!!!! Alvin and the Chipunks The Haunting in Connecticut* The Resurrected The X-Files: I Want to Believe Paul Blart: Mall Cop Coraline* Defiance Push* The Unborn Knowing Smokin' Aces Bolt My Name Is Bruce* A must for evil dead fans The Haunting of Molly Hartley The Day the Earth Stood Still MirrorMask The International Secrets of the Occult* HAHAHAHAHA The Curious Case of Benjamin Button Quantum of Solace Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow* Eagle Eye Step Brothers Underworld: Rise of the Lycans Crank* wheeeeeee! Repo! The Genetic Opera^ NUST see new cult film- rocky horror meets Texas Chainsaw... The Midnight Meat Train The Palm Beach Story Tropic Thunder* Milk* The Spirit* Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian Religulous* God sucks Hamlet 2 Transporter 3* Guilty pleasure....we love you JS Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa Christmas in July Cemetery Man Southland Tales Brand Upon the Brain Pineapple Express* The Devil Rides Out* Classic Shutter* A must for all Tokyo expats... Crowley Shutter Body of Lies The Boondocks: Season 1: Disc 1 Spike & Mike: Full Frontal Die, Monster, Die! / The Dunwich Horror* Memories.... The Seeker: The Dark Is Rising Man on Wire* War, Inc. Wanted Transsiberian* Gabriel Death Race  | | Monday, December 21st, 2009 | | 12:05 am |
11*- Final for 09- 12/09
11*- Final for 09- 12/09 by Aion It was freezing (a rarity for us) so I opted to do the meditation in my outdoor hot tub- I know- slack magick- but what the hey As I usually do, I offered incense to Ganesh, then Tara and finally for SHIVA/SHAKTI- yinyang etc with simple prayers for the enlightenment etc of oaa beings- an especial send-out of Tara healing vibes for 3 people we know dealing with Cancer and other obstacles- Om TAM. Cast my circle, offering of pure water and incense and candle Dis my Om Ha Lam mantra 108x Opened the HML Seal- Abrahadabra-Ipsos-A'Aton; Open! I entered the moonbase but was instantly swept into space I was tired (long day/fried/overteaching etc) So I asked clearly for one thing- WHAT SHALL WE DO WITH THE 11* IN 2010? I felt a drop then say with extreme clarity the immage of the Zodiac with a 12 pointed star connecting the Powers of the Stars/clusters/archetypes Pulsing thin the center was Sirius or Sothis The EYE of 11 rays- the 11* manifesting through the lens of the focused ZodiacWheelVortex- focused on the Earth, to bathe it in intersteller vibes - to prepare and lubricate and empower the mutations- to further N'Aton hatching. So, as wacko as this sounds (!!) I think the 11* working for 2010 could be this- the focusing of the HML using this Zodiac Working to transmit the Sothis energies to help energize and transform humanity and Gaia. Just my opinion-....:) OK! Well, that wasn't so bad, was it? I had been planing a long elaborate ritual, but got all I needed in just a few visionary minutes- then beamed back into my body and chanted and relaxed And stepped back and surveyed the whole 11* for 2009 Mostly I reviewed my Malkuth earthing year- the Throne Ive bee squating on- and am struck by some basic things Re the 11*: I think it was an overall subtler 11* but very healing- and for all the pissing and moaning, a year without Bush has been a blissful relief and, regardless of the naysayers, Obama is trying- it will never be enough but a fresh breeze is blowing through the financial and cultural wreckage and I feel more hopeful than I have all decade- Healing! The Lodge has done a major shift in people and those participating and I am , with occasional meeps of curmudgeon fits, generally pleased to see us enter our 30th year as a Magickal Lodge with pep and orneryness- we are not the OTO nor are we anything much else like a traditional occultist would expect- yea! As the Clash say, 'the future is unwritten' Personally: I have finally, after 30 years (!) written my Pan grimoire down and we shall see where it pops up. It unloads that from me- so nice- and unexpectedly I found a publisher for my Shinto Matsuri Book... The only book in my craw now is my Tantric Book of Shadows (as it were) which is in genesis...maybe 2010! MORE importantly, speaking of Earthing...This is the year my son began to Talk using a letterboard- it is slow, painfully slow, and arduous but we have been waiting for 15 years and working towards it for 4-- Today he and his mother did a whole session on Yule- he is fully aware of all the sabbats now- then we did a Yule sabbat in our woody circle out back- and he knew what the lit candles, reborn sun and Artemis, Diana and Gaia were!!! So amazing. He has asked for a Camera for Yule- so great things may be coming. In Art, I finally got a show for my collection of Shiva Lings and showed my large ritual vessels and now have 3 galleries with my work, we also finished transforming the garage into a studio- soon, the Kiln! And for art! I need to get back to drawing (Thanks Orryelle for the nudge!) and pen & ink, maybe bevn dome painting- and I have another series of ceramics to do- And I have my old double current Grimoire, LIBER SIGIL A IAF that really needs to get out there somehow...and some old (20 years!) magick articles have popped up that I never fully wrote aqnd need writing- Well! Happy 2010- off we go- it will be much better! My omen: A Rabbit & a promise of more creativity 131  | | Sunday, December 20th, 2009 | | 2:05 pm |
Happy Solstice!!!!
Om Happy Solstice to EVERYONE! Much Love & Will this Solstice time and a bug hug of healing and huge helping of delicious sugar-covered Prosperity to ALL, especially to those we love (and you know who you are?) AND to all other potential friends & loved ones! 2010- the year of increased prosperity & Joy for all!!!! So mote it be! Denny & Rebecca & Forrest  | | Monday, December 14th, 2009 | | 8:16 pm |
| | Sunday, December 13th, 2009 | | 10:47 pm |
I would never hurt a Christian (well, at least until they come to burn me at the stake)
From an ongoing discussion on hml list In response to a peer who thought I was reacting to being damaged by Xians because I consider it a slave religion. Om! Your compassion comes through in your email, but at least in terms of myself, it is misplaced in that I am neither hurt nor frustrated. I find it interesting in Western culture that a disagreement and strong stand is always seen from an emotive angle- it certainly isnt that way in other cultures. I was neither damaged nor hurt by by Xian upbringing- I was raised Presbyterian in a liberal church and I liked the pastor etc. Read the bible, was confirmed etc- then at about age 12 my brain kicked in and I thought abut it and realized that it was utter bullshit- all based on 'faith' and whenever I tried to ask real questions and apply logic, all I got was 'but you have to believe...' Huh? At that point I realized that I believed in the Earth Goddess (there she was!) and was pulled into a study of myths and the stars and- well, awoke to the knowledge that I was a Pagan, that the universe was filled with wonder and power and joy and I didn't need to 'believe' in any of it- it was right there. Then I used my adolescent brain a bit more- I studied politics and religions....and I realized- 'believe' meant DON'T THINK and 'faith' meant DON'T QUESTION and this rather nasty religion that fixated on a tortured, bloody man on a cross (!) was all about enslaving others, taking their money, asserting power and even having sex with their children behind 'church' doors. This made me angry. Deforestation makes me angry. Darfur makes me angry. Suicide bombing makes me angry- I meditate daily, I don't carry my anger around but I also don't stuff it or white-light it away- I acknowledge it as a healthy reaction to injustice. As the bumper sticker says, If you are not outraged, you haven't been paying attention. Read Gandhi or MLK- both of them came from a deep sense of outrage and injustice. Anger itself is not evil, it is how we channel it- channeling it into non-violence works better than channeling it into violence. I would never hurt a Christian (well, at least until they come to burn me at the stake) but I will never lose my sense of outrage at the imposed slavery of the black dharmas. I know as a race we can evolve past dogma and primate politics, and I think calling bullshit on brainwashing, lies and slavery is part of they process. Long rant, sorry, but anyone who knows me will tell you Im a very cheerful fellow- but I hate lying and injustice :) 131  | | 10:41 pm |
More discussions about how Xianity is Evil
The Following is in response to an ongoing discussion on hml- The trigger line " 131 what is 'being saved'? isn't that their method of initiation?" Om To me (and I emphasize this) being 'saved' is a false initiation into slavery. It is very much like the 'initiation of a slave into servitude' (taking away name, branding, irons)- which, by the way, white priests oversaw in Africa and in the colonies. It is the giving up of one's will to a Lord and Savior. I do not begrudge the slaves their subjugation- if that is what they want to do, fine, The slaves shall serve and indeed Jesus is no better or worse than TV or booze or money or crack. I don't think being saved is better than that- I think it is exactly the same as those addictions. One no longer is free- and the Great Work is all about Freedom IMHO. I know this is true because I have seen several people switch from drugs/booze to Jesus- and it was a seemless transition. No, I take it back. When they were on drugs they just wanted to take my $, when they were on Jesus they wanted to save me- and when I resisted they vilified and denounced me as going to hell. I preferred them as junkies. So much for Jesus. 'By their works shall ye know them' But slavery is slavery. Submitting to the 'will of our savior' is surrendering autonomy. I prefer to surrender to the Tao- I don't need a savior. Frankly, I don't think anyone needs a savior- that is why I consider myself Star- free. My life is what I make of it, the Gods are my Archetypes and teachers but they are part of me- and I am non existent anyway- Buddha was right SAVE YOURSELF Jesus TRIED to teach this message but his followers twisted it into a system of bowing to a false god- poor guy. The few people I have met who really try to live as Jesus did (instead of 'taking him as their lord and master) are good people- real people. But so very few. And none of them talk about being 'saved', they are doing the Work- like Quakers. Slavery is old aeon, it's a failed model we should deny- heaven always looks like the feudal hierarchy on earth- no matter what the country. To hell with that :) 131 | | Wednesday, December 9th, 2009 | | 10:15 pm |
Spiral blue light above Norway
“We do NOT know the past in chronological sequence. It may be convenient to lay it out anesthetized on the table with dates pasted on here and there, but what we know we know by ripples and spirals eddying out from us and from our own time.” Ezra Pound quotes (American Editor, Poet, Translator and Critic, 1885-1972) Ok Fellow Occultists- have you followed THIS story??? What do you think it is/was? It was NOT a f-ing missile, that is for sure.... Looks like an empowerment to me... It IS very close to Copenhagen where the global summit is being held..... Here is a link to video and awesome pics... 131 <http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1234430/mystery-spiral-blue-light-display-hovers-norway.html> Anyone for some Arctic roll? Mystery as spiral blue light display hovers above Norway By MAIL FOREIGN SERVICE Last updated at 12:53 AM on 10th December 2009 Comments (439) Add to My Stories What's blue and white, squiggly and suddenly appears in the sky? If you know the answer, pop it on a postcard and send it to the people of Norway, where this mysterious light display baffled residents yesterday. Curiously, it appears to be unconnected with the aurora borealis, or northern lights, the natural magnetic phenomena that can often be viewed in that part of the world. Strange spiral: Residents in northern Norway were left stunned after the lightshow, which almost looked computer-generated, appeared in the skies above them Curious: A blue-green beam of light was reported to have come shooting out the centre of the spiral The mystery began when a blue light seemed to soar up from behind a mountain in the north of the country. It stopped mid-air, then began to move in circles. Within seconds a giant spiral had covered the entire sky. Then a green-blue beam of light shot out from its centre - lasting for ten to 12 minutes before disappearing completely. Onlookers describing it as 'like a big fireball that went around, with a great light around it' and 'a shooting star that spun around and around'. The Norwegian Meteorological Institute was flooded with telephone calls after the light storm. Confusion: The Norwegian Meteorological Institute was flooded with calls after the light storm Totto Eriksen, from Tromsø, told VG Nett: 'It spun and exploded in the sky,' He spotted the lights as he walked his daughter Amalie to school. He said: 'We saw it from the Inner Harbor in Tromsø. It was absolutely fantastic. 'It almost looked like a rocket that spun around and around and then went diagonally down the heavens. 'It looked like the moon was coming over the mountain, but then came something completely different.' Celebrity astronomer Knut Jørgen Røed Ødegaard said he had never seen anything like the lights. He said: 'My first thought was that it was a fireball meteor, but it has lasted far too long. 'It may have been a missile in Russia, but I can not guarantee that it is the answer.' What could it be? Astronomers say the spectacle did not appear to be connected to the Northern Lights Air traffic control in Tromsō claimed the light show lasted 'far too long to be an astronomical phenomenon'. Norwegian defence spokesman Jon Espen Lien also said the lights were probably from a Russian missile test claiming it was normal for Russia to use the White Sea and the Barents Sea as a testing ground. Tromsō Geophysical Observatory researcher Truls Lynne Hansen agreed, saying the missile had likely veered out of control and exploded, and the spiral was light reflecting on the leaking fuel. But the mystery deepened last night as Russia denied it had been conducting missile tests in the area. A Moscow news outlet quoted the Russian Navy as denying any rocket launches from the White Sea area. Norway should be informed of such launches under international agreements, it was stressed. The Russian Defence Ministry was unavailable for comment. Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1234430/Mystery-spiral-blue-light-display-hovers-Norway.html#ixzz0ZGOEoWOU | | Tuesday, December 8th, 2009 | | 7:47 pm |
MY SON IS CHATTING NOW...!
MY SON IS CHATTING NOW...! We have been doing RPM every weekend- this past weekend we had old friends visiting so I centered the RPM on getting him to chat with them- it went very well! My very good friend is Danny and Forrest has known him for many years as well as his wife & kids, but they live in Baltimore so we don't see them that often. Another is Rick, who we also don't see that much With Rick: (Forrest in BOLD) Hi Forrest HELLO RICK, HOW ARE YOU DOING? I am fine (Dad- Do you have any questions for Rick?) WHAT DO YOU DO FOR A JOB? I find people jobs (He works for Unemployment- worksource) CAN YOU FIND A JOB FOR ME? Uh, well, Ill see what I can do? With Danny- a longer session: HI DANNY, HOW ARE YOU DOING? Im Fine Forrest, how are you doing? I AM GOOD (Dad shows Forrest an old picture of Danny & Family playing with a very young Forrest- and asks: Do you remember her? Danny's wife) SHE IS SUSAN That is right Forrest! (Dad- Do you remember the kids? Do you know their names?) I DON'T KNOW (Dad- what do you remember about them) THEY WERE CUTE (That is Audrey, the other one is Anne- can you spell those? He does.) Danny- Im just visiting for a few days so I cam to see your mom and day and you. ARE YOU COMING TO LIVE HERE? No, I have to go back to Baltimore WHAT IS YOUR JOB? I work for a union- I try to get teachers more money. GOOD ARE YOU HAPPY? Yes, I am happy WHAT IS ANN DOING? She is going to school, she is in college. (We point to Susan and Ann- do you have any questions?) WHAT ARE THEY DOING? Susan is a teacher and Audrey is going to graduate school. IT IS NICE TO SEE YOU DANNY (Verbalizes- TV TV!!!) (Dad- Ok , good job, tv!) Also- We also asked him about the boat trip he took with the Fircrest staff on Saturday morning What did you do earlier today? I WENT ON A BOAT Did you have fun IT WAS REALLY GOOD Did you see lights? YES What did you like the best? I LIKE BEING ON THE WATER Was it cold? IT WAS VERY COLD But you had a good time? I LIKE THE WATER.  | | Friday, December 4th, 2009 | | 7:37 pm |
Jesus Wants me For a Sunbeam...
Om Amidst the smoke of a dream I see Jesus- squirming Ready to be done with that whole Cross Thing With a cry he FREES himself From the NAILS (Drop that Vau!) Leaping, flaming, wings streaching Up up up A phoenix A tap dancer A Hawk of Gold The Form Christos is shattered, gone A shell of loathsomeness The Logos remains Reborn, renewed, the Nu Savior/Spark I give honor to the Spark The Pleroma The LoGoS!!! (Whose number is 93) Such is the Shining Silver Star As the Logos blooms and bursts So is the internal individuation accomplished The SELF a shining reflection of STAR In the still silent sea This is the Making of the SELF The SiGiL (Whose number is 93) LoGoS reflects SiGiL The Star is the Self I give honor to the LOGOS as SIGIL I Honor the spark That Was Brahma Abraxas Christos And now Shouts forth As HIRILU 131  | | Thursday, December 3rd, 2009 | | 11:17 pm |
Xianity- uh huh- what is it good for? Absolutely nothin...
On the HML list some magickal folk are discussing Xianity and Psalms as something that should be reconciled with....I say ...NO WAY: Om As AL says: 50. Curse them! Curse them! Curse them! 51. With my Hawk's head I peck at the eyes of Jesus as he hangs upon the cross. Im sure Jesus (if there was a historical person like this...) was a very nice person- but his religion is evil and has caused endless misery. As an historian, I can just point you to the history section of any library- millions murdered for that sad, twisted dying god on a stick- yuck. Sorry, I just don't see much worth salvaging from Xianity and I think using the Bible is, to me, black magick. To almost all Xians, I (and likely YOU) worship the Devil...and from their pov, they are right. Xianity was and is a slave religion- churches, as our beloved Justinian said, are 'charnel houses' A textural analysis of the New Testament (by Xian scholars) shows that 95% of it is all about HELPING THE POOR. So, the fuckers have had 2000 years- how are they doing? Exactly. Trash bin of history- toss all the Patriarchal religions in there while you are at it. They denigrate and torture and suppress women because they fear THE GODDESS- toss a habit on her or a burkah... They should fear her- she awakens! Non servium 131  | | Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 | | 10:12 pm |
JUNG'S RED BOOK
The most magickal full moon event has landed on me; UPS dropped it on my porch as the moon became luminous and full... My dear pals Shade & Nemus bought me a book I have literally been waitning 25 years to see- Jung's fabled transmitted (in my mind parts are class A) occult grimoire- the Red Book. He refused to have anyone print it while he was alive because 'they will think I am insane' Well, we all know what that's about I have barely looked at it- it is HUGE (by far biggest book I have) and is....awe inspiring. Flipping through the gnosis flashes and gleems off every page- The release of this book (the original was shown - unveiled- at the Rubin Museum in NYC recently) is a major occult event IMHO http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0393065677/ref=pd_lpo_k2_dp_sr_1?pf_rd_p=486539851&pf_rd_s=lpo-top-stripe-1&pf_rd_t=201&pf_rd_i=B001GOEY9M&pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_r=0D4QFJC1SFV9YFHV9RRCJoy joy and more joy....anyone who hasnt read Jung's "liber Al' SEVEN SERMONS TO THE DEAD which was originally scribed within the Red Book should do so- it hums... http://www.freewebs.com/navanath/seven_sermons.html"The power of Abraxas is twofold; but ye see it not, because for your eyes the warring opposites of this power are extinguished. What the god-sun speaketh is life. What the devil speaketh is death. But Abraxas speaketh that hallowed and accursed word which is life and death at the same time. Abraxas begetteth truth and lying, good and evil, light and darkness, in the same word and in the same act. Wherefore is Abraxas terrible. It is splendid as the lion in the instant he striketh down his victim. It is beautiful as a day in spring. It is the great Pan himself and also the small one. It is Priapos. It is the monster of the underworld, a thousand-armed polyp, coiled knot of winged serpents, frenzy. It is the hermaphrodite of the earliest beginning. It is the lord of the toads and frogs, which live in the water and gets up on the land, whose chorus ascendeth at noon and at midnight. It is abundance that seeketh union with emptiness. It is holy begetting. It is love and love's murder. It is the saint and his betrayer. It is the brightest light of day and the darkest night of madness. To look upon it, is blindness. To know it, is sickness. To worship it, is death. To fear it, is wisdom. To resist it not, is redemption." "  | | Monday, November 30th, 2009 | | 10:28 pm |
María Lionza- Voodoo, Vikings and more...
n Venezuela, Adoration Meets Blend of Traditions SORTE MOUNTAIN, Venezuela — A medium lit the candles around him. The pounding of drums filled the air. A crowd of pilgrims repeatedly shouted “fuerza” — strength — with such fervor that beads of sweat dropped from their brows. Even his tipple was ready: a helper poured Johnnie Walker Swing whisky into a hollowed bull’s horn. But Erik the Red was not in the mood to party. Instead Erik, a Norse spirit who possesses some of the devotees of María Lionza — a figure at the center of the Venezuelan religion that draws thousands of pilgrims each October to this remote mountain in the northwest — looked a bit uncomfortable. Blood trickled from points on his face, which he had punctured with a nail. He staggered under his red cape. Yet he went on with his duties, blessing a teenage girl in search of good fortune in romance and rubbing the belly of a middle-aged housewife suffering from a hernia. To one and all, he offered sips from his horn. “One is born with this ability to channel positive energies,” explained the medium, Juan Antonio Castillo, 42, a shoe salesman who said he had been possessed by the Norseman and carried out the ritual accordingly. “Erik,” he said admiringly, “was first a pirate, then a farmer, then a great warrior who made it to Greenland.”....... all at; http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/28/world/americas/28venez.html | | Sunday, November 29th, 2009 | | 10:54 pm |
4 Cool Days of Thanksgiving with Forrest
4 Cool Days of Thanksgiving with Forrest I am practicing lowering the letter board- he hates it because it is different. Im keeping it stable but on top of something so that it is eye level. He is much more relaxed about doing numbers- starting with only math is the way to go, or using the letter board for Y and N only. Forrest was started on a new medication on Nov 19- we didn't know until we picked him up. One of the side affects is 'nervousness' so that helped trigger the aggressive blip at school - aside from other issues. It is Benztropine- and it seems to really have helped the trembling from the other meds, so it is helpful and makes him feel better about himself. We had a wonderful 4 days with Forrest- Thurs we had Thanksgiving with just the 3 of us- he did a marvelous RPM lesson with me on Thanksgiving which I have to transcribe- One like I AM THANKFUL FOR LOVE as we went around the table Fri we took him to Vashon Island to see family & have a 2nd thanksgiving- he was great- he chatted with everyone - mostly letter boarding WHAT ARE YOU DOING? And HOW ARE YOU? And IT IS GOOD TO SEE YOU. As well as clearly knowing all his cousins, aunt, uncle etc names. When we went around the table there all saying what we are thankful for Forrest 'said' I AM THANKFUL TO TALK TO YOU ALL OK, I did did almost cry there. A year ago we were headed to Harborview- what an amazing year- now he talks to us. Sat: Did an RPM on the Library, library books- then we went to the library. I havent brought him for over a year. This time he really watched as I told him where everything was and we picked up stuff waiting for us (some animation for him) He had told us earlier that he wanted CDs so we looked at the music section. He wanted Bach Piano and Fergie (!) Nice choices.We also picked up an application for a card- Forrest had said he wanted one. Sun- big RPM lesson- filling out the application- he was amazing- he knew everything- Using the letter board he filled it all out. He knew our address, phone number, my middle name, amazing. I thought he did but wasn't sure! So we will bring it over and we will get him a card. We also went hiking on the beach, did a lot of cooking together (all 4 days) watched a bunch of movies- he loved the new Star Trek movie and the Sword in the Stone (Disney) So! A lot of Turkey and an astounding amount of success- if he is safe to transport, we can take him anywhere and that is a gamechanger- yea!!!! Denny Find a family shot attached :) History of Thanksgiving video: http://www.history.com/video.do?name=Thanksgiving&bcpid=46875634001&bclid=1672079702&bctid=1586348651Thanksgiving reading lesson: http://www.abcteach.com/free/r/rc_firsthtanksgiving_elemupper_a.pdfMemory game - thanksgiving: http://www.abcteach.com/free/t/thanksgivingmemory.pdf | | Saturday, November 28th, 2009 | | 8:59 pm |
Io Pan....the toon
The Great and Terrible God moves in mysterious ways... Im watching a DVD of Warner Bros cartoons (Bugs, Porkey etc...) with my son when suddenly- this: Wiley Coyote is trying to steal sheep...suddenly he is reading a book...GREEK MYTHS...then...he is trtansformed... IO Pan indeed...   | | 12:25 am |
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